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thirty miles out (LP)

by Nick Randall

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1.
someone please tell me how to give up gracefully on a dream
2.
the dog 03:08
i am the one that you had to bring home (no one's ever ready for kids) i kicked the garbage cans over last night rub my nose in what I just did he throws parades for the hay that she makes and she draws curtains to clouds i'm just the dog that you're leaving at home so I scratch and bark for the pound when you go you put me inside of a cage though it's small keeping it clean feels so great you come home and i'll give you a kiss anyways but my claws get a little bit longer each day I am the one that you had to bring home (no one's ever ready for kids) I'm gonna fill your apartment with piss rub your nose in what you just did
3.
what is it you want? is it an explanation for regret? what is it you need? is it an invitation to forget? tripped in like a bullet tearing open everyone inside your photographs spoken over everything but never wants to be outside a laugh ought, but never fought for something someone else could do instead fraught with "can't be taught," and then you're playing victim in your head take my hand and pull it i don't ever want to be inside your photographs hope you find a way to sort your jigsaw puzzle pieces cut in half
4.
carpetland 04:12
will you meet me downtown tonight where we're going we won't have to stand in any lines i know that you're moderately commited to you work life it's monday through friday 9-5 i know that you have to get up early tomorrow but there's a show tonight meet me in the basement of carpetland maybe you're right maybe i'm wrong will you meet me downtown tonight where we're going you might make a friend tonight i know that you prefer top 40 music to unknowns and locals and rock shows and diy i wish you'd burn down your office and ego cause theres a show tonight
5.
You used to sing every single note you'd let imagination sow it's wild oats Now you've got an out Your memorizing facts Seeing other boys behind my back You used to laugh at every single joke you'd fall in love with strangers stepping out for smokes now you've got an out from doing it alone driven by devices and i've got to make it known i don't want to be an internet cowboy i just want to see us look outside today every lull in conversation lifted just a click away and now we don't have anything to say you always said "everything is fine" but now the saddest movie doesn't make you cry now you're getting bored i see it in your eyes graduating to a new design you saw the gray potential of a dream but now there's nothing if it isn't on a screen and i hope i don't succumb to heart resides in thumbs and head is constant downward til the neck is getting numb
6.
i'm going away and i'm leaving today and i'm planting a tree the possessions are packed. they're my present and past. they're my actions and deeds. seems like i'm going a long way from home. feels like repeating the places i've known. i am going away and i'm leaving today and i'm planting a tree. the belongings at last are my present and past and my actions and deeds. seems like i'm going a long way from home. feels like repeating the places i've known. somehow in growing you've been here before, breathing a moment and walking out a door.
7.
the bardo 02:31
hey you i thought your heart was bigger thank you for giving me the strength to pull the trigger we are a JC Penny portait on quaaludes me though a growing mask glued to reruns we just stopped making sense we were born two different instruments
8.
nonapeptides stuck inside a can that you can't open don't even try cause you know it's full of bad emotions mr. hands in pockets lost my best side 17 amino acid orchid can't dance but tries buy something or get out of the store, kid mr. hands in pockets
9.
99 mosquitos hanging out in casinos asked to drain the swamp
10.
i dont want what you want and we'll never agree please ease your grip when we shake hands honesty getting lost at the end of our street please leave me alone and let me sleep i found you out but maybe eye should have kept my damned eyes closed a little longer without a doubt i dont know why you always kept me on my toes and now ill wonder
11.
brooms sweeping up balloons landing on the moon half empty but welcoming soon sings it out of tune safe but not assumed the drinks will be bottomless don't need a reason to need all this sound scratched on my skin by the surface of ground if i were a pistol that shot in the sky would that be a reason to keep me around soon smoking on the moon choking on the fumes an ashtray for gravity rooms filled up by balloons safe and not assumed ill do what you asked of me
12.
where go the nights that we fight not to sleep for a better taste of morning that keeps coming back where go the rights while we left lost the keys and the power they were storing they're not coming back comfort or truth either way it was fun some say the moon's just a hole to the sun numb in my hands but the light of a halo rings the moon but it's delicate
13.
knowing 02:52
I can't help wondering about you. When you're away, I notice. Do you too? I can't stop dreaming about you, but running away is easier than knowing what to do.

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released March 20, 2020

Produced by Nikki Carlough

Written and recorded by Nicholas Randall

Special thanks to Brandon Schlia and Steak & Cake- Drums tracks 3 & 9, and additional mixing.

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